Oh, Earth signs do so love holding on, that's for sure. Bless you ha. I love many Earth signs and it seems to be a commonality. You can for sure get your hands in the dirt, dig a hole (after you've felt and felt some more through) and give it back to Mother Earth to recycle into beautiful fertile soil. And also plant a few seeds of reminders in there that even from shit we can get glorious flowers. No mud, no lotus! <3
I hope you are interbeing well today, my friend! : D
PS: send you a PN here in your response. : ) Hopefully the wonky pn got to you here!